I will have a four month old as of tomorrow!

Well...just 4 months ago today I was anticipating the birth of our daughter.  I had mixed emotions.  I was so excited but I was so scared...I barely slept that night.  I knew that my life the next day would consist of being the Mommy of now 2 boys and a little girl!!!  I had everything ready and the car packed to head out the next morning at 5:00 am.  By 7:30 that morning that we got to the hospital, I was ready to be wheeled into the OR.  I was so scared as I had never had a planned c-section before and had always been knocked out during surgery so I didn't know what it was like to be awake during.  I layed there in fear of what might happen that could go wrong.  Then a few minutes later, I heard the best sound in the world...her cry.  I heard the doctors/nurses saying, "you did good", "she's a pretty little girl"...at that moment, all my fears were gone, it was nothing but the best feeling in the world.  Now today, she's a healthy, happy baby, who is smiling and cooing and now starting to laugh...God has certainly blessed me in so many ways possible and I thank him.